Self-Resolving Issues

I'm back to square one. I went from 2 choices to 0. Due to the process I went about to choose one option, both eliminated themselves.

Unintentional, yet at least I'm back to stability. I think....

Destabilizers

Why does it seem that right when I'm finally about to stabilize my love life, it gets rocked by someone so amazing that one thing I want to do is reconsider?

It's time to weigh the pros and cons of tradition vs interest, pure stability vs romance.

Who knew settling could be so hard.

Freedom...should feel better

I am finished with everything, yet still at a level of stress. There comes this time when you must achieve certain stress thresholds before it becomes the norm so that you may achieve a higher one. I think that I have achieved such a high level of stress this past semester, it is just normal to be at less high, but still high level. That scares me.

I hope that I put this anxiety to good use.

Brain Vomit

Overstudying causes the brain to vomit out information. It causes me to make 10 thousand notecards the night before an exam because my brain just refused to retain it all.

At the end it felt like a giant vacuum. Sucking. Sucking in everything it could take, but really all it could take was air.

Burning out has never hit so hard and had such bad timing.

Rare Satisfaction

There are some moments in your life when you just want to know how in the world that happened and why it doesn't happen more often.

I originally had 3 problems, when I decided to deal with one, the other two somehow magically dissolved. When I finally fixed the third, the other two didn't bother to recommence. It's amazing.

I'm going to try to keep this up for a long time. But as past trends have shown I'm due for a February crash...

On a roll

Happiness is magical. I passed my exams, miraculously. Well not so much miraculously as it was so much hard studying that I've been burned out for two days now.

And on that note, I decided to give a certain someone a second chance. Sometimes one realizes that when one plays a game that is going the way they want, one might as well drop the game just go and get what one wants.

We'll see how this works out.

Happiness is Magical

I'm about to enter Hell Week #2, the first one went EXCELLENTLY well with quality results. So I'm hoping I can ride off the happiness of week #1 to help me succeed in #2, despite being two different fields.

Will the theory prove true? Let's cross our fingers, wiggle our noses and see.